Well I guess the good news is I turned my April into a winning month just in time. The bad news is there will be no June, July, or August in my Holdem Manager. I was planning on using money from online poker to pay for rent, food, beer, etc. until I get a real job around May 2012, but that's not exactly an option anymore. Luckily there's a casino 30 mins. away and it's actually a really cool drive through the mountains to get there, so I guess I'll be doing that 3 or 4 times a week for a while. I've also started applying for a ton of internships, which could be good for the long run. Ideal situation for the summer is I get an internship making 14 or 15 an hour and that provides enough money for all my living expenses and I still have time to play like 15-20 hours per week at the casino. Worst case scenario I don't find a job and I wind up playing more like 30 hours a week at the casino and doing my best to withstand live variance. I absolutely refuse to get a job making 8 dollars per hour doing something I hate, never had one of those and never will. Been 4 times since Black Friday made 262, 453, 4, and then lost 500.

Live players at 1/2 are lol bad, and most of the online players that are in the same boat as me seem like they're on perma tilt and refuse to adjust to a live game, so it shouldn't be a problem making about 20 per hour in these games as long as I can run close to EV and all that. But, playing 30 hours per week for 12 weeks during the summer at 35 hands per hour. I can only expect to get 12,600 hands. Anything can happen in such a small sample so I'll at least have to not run terrible or I could be screwed.