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Robb's 400th post
Warning - very long!!
I learn tons from the blogs and operations threads. I feed off their successes and realize others have poker troubles, too. For my 400th post, I thought I'd put out my own "blog" style post. I'm posting here in the Beginner's Forum because that's where I tend to hang out most often, and it's newbies that might find my story most helpful.
I'm 38. I've been married 11 years to a girl I met in tenth grade and started dating during grad school. We have 3 kids, twin 4 year olds and a 1 1/2 year old. I'm a mathematics professor at North Georgia College & State University in Dahlonega, GA. I have a master's in pure math (chaos theory, game theory, prob-stats expertise) and a math-education Ph.D. I started playing poker online a bit more than a year ago, and lost $350 in about 10 months. It was recreational and fun. I played as many different games and different kinds of MTT's and SnG's as possible, just goofing and enjoying it all. On the scale of nitty to gambler, I'm 90% gambler.
I put my "last" $100 online in October. I hunkered down, began working on my game, and told myself "now or never." If I lost the $100, I was done playing poker. My wife and I agreed on that. I played NL10 and won. Thank god some positive variance and a fishy site well-suited to my game combined to save me from my bankroll management blunder. I got on FTR and read the entire Beginner's Digest and as many threads as possible. I bought 4 new poker books, and read them each twice. I reread the two I already owned. I bought a HUD to go with PT, which I already owned.
I've had a good year in life: promoted and tenured at NGCSU plus the university's top faculty award (Distinguished Professor, 2008). When I was a losing player, I was arrogant. I thought these things about my game:
1. The rake is too high - I'm beating this game, just not enough to beat the rake.
2. The fish are schooling on me - I'd be better off at NL100 where they fold their crap. I could win up there.
3. I'm smart. I'm a math professor. I understand probability and game theory. Opp's are total morons. I should be killing this game.
4. I know more than these FTR idiots.
5. When I win, it's me playing like Johnny Chan. When I lose, it's bad luck.
God and FTR regs forgive me for my first 50 posts.
I got rakeback to help with #1 which was partly true. I got active on FTR to help fix #3 and make it mostly true, admitting that #4 was just plain conceit and idiocy. My history of winning poker now encompasses 5 whole months, 75k hands, $725 up at NL10 and goes something like this:
Oct: 3.4 ptBB/100 for 4k hands
Nov: 4.6 ptBB/100 for 14k hands
Dec: 5.5 ptBB/100 for 28k hands
Jan: 6.0 ptBB/100 for 8k hands
Feb: 3.6 ptBB/100 for 17k hands (pending...)
I think those numbers show my personal learning curve. February includes two 5k downswings, one caused 90% by donkish play, one caused 70% by negative variance. Here's a list of some of the biggest lessons I had to learn:
In October, I learned the value of position, rakeback, FTR's beginner digest and PokerTracker.
In November, I learned to cbet and got the HUD working - confident w/ 6max only.
In December, I learned when to raise opp's cbets, how to play med/small pp's, and how to 8-table.
In Janaury, I learned when NOT to cbet, how to play over cards postflop and adapted my game to FR.
In February, I learned to multitable (15 FR, 9 6max) and make villain reads before EVERY decision.
Overall at NL10, I have won about $725 with a 5 ptBB/100 total earn rate and am near my all-time bankroll peak. I took two serious shots at NL25, but found my game goes all to crap. I play an aggressive style, and there's more 3betting there by a good bit. So I got weak-tight. Then I over-corrected and got maniac agro postflop. And some negative variance happened, bad beats, blah, blah. But I sucked at NL25 and played like scared money, so I moved back down with 50 BI's for NL10 even after withdrawing the "last" $100 I had put on in October.
I try not to care two buckets of warm spit what anyone else thinks about my game. It's mine. It's my problem to solve. It's my lost cash to win back. It's my stupid, boneheaded, moronic bullshit that I - not you - have to correct. But that's what helps me learn poker. I now take responsibility for every dumbass all-in shove, for every extra street I call down without a plan while knowing I need to fold. I know that last night's 5.5 BI upswing (900 hands ) was mostly fishy opp's + positive variance. I work (not hard enough) on tactics, strategy, metagame, theory, analysis.
If any newbies are still readin' this, here's how I progressed through selecting when to open what hands:
1. Card value
2. Card value + position
3. Card value + position + postflop playability
4. Card value + position + postflop playability + stack sizes
5. Card value + position + postflop playability + stack sizes + reads on villains in the pot and those yet to act
Currently, the thoughts that go through my head preflop are:
6. Reads on villains in the pot and those yet to act + stack sizes + position + postflop playability + card value
Level 6 has been the biggest leap forward in my game profits.
My general rule for playing poker is bet, raise or fold. I almost never limp. On the flop, my default is set on betting or raising. If I can't bring myself to put in a healthy bet or raise, I check/fold. I call maybe 5-8% of the time, and usually with something close to the nuts. Since I'm looking to raise an unraised pot from position preflop, and looking to bet or raise the flop, the turn and river are pretty simple. If I think I'm ahead, I try to get all the chips in the middle. If I think I'm behind, I just fade, check/check/fold. It's NL10, so this agro ABC style works fine.
Moving up is an exciting prospect where I can add more aspects to my game. I've learned to play several styles ranging between 20/16/5 and 8/7/5, depending upon 6max vs. FR and looseness/passivity of villains. I'm a solid winner now on two sites with very different opp profiles: Absolute (very loose, very passive and fishy) and UB (loose, agro and fishy). I have br on both and rakeback for both. I am currently learning how to follow fish across the sites from FR to 6max and play different styles on different tables tailored to the precise villains I find there. I will probably open an account at FTP by the end of the year.
BTW, UB often has a reputation for TAGGy play. Hard to beat. LoL. That site has gotten very fishy in the last 3 months. Or I've gotten better. Or hopefully both. If you're playing NL 2 or NL10, check it out.
I have some goals for the next few months.
1. I want to pwn NL10 for 8+ ptBB/100 over 25k+ hands.
2. I want a $1k+ br
3. I want to move up permanently to NL25
4. I want to keep learning and earning
5. I want to do some bonus-whoring
I need to thank some FTR icons for their help, articles, advice and encouragement: Biondino, Spoon, TJ, Renton, fnord, ISF, Drew, Miffed, Spenda, gabe. My all time fav's are Spoon's rants, TJ's "tough love" posts, Spenda's vids and an encouraging/helpful post from Biondino when I was struggling. I also want to shout out to some other microgrinders: chopper, pythonic, thunder, daven, nestlund. See y'all at NL100!!
FTR rules.
Good luck at the tables, and godspeed.
Robb
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