Quote Originally Posted by sportbike33
Thank you all my self esteem is dedstroyed!! I am underolled as I only have like $350 in the acct... but If I lose I will just deposit more money. I like the cash games and I like the tourney's. I have terrible BR management and have read every article possible on it. I will push the acct up playing tourney's and cash game and then I will start playing 200NL underolled and dump about the BR. So as far as getting better I want to be a better poker player YES... I want to get to the point where I dominate like so many of you do Yes... I do think that every one path is differnet. If you look at my stats you will see that every graph on every website continually goes up then I jump down... eventually the higher stakes will not make me drop anymore.

I wont make that same mistake anymore I wnated to get berated so I remmeber how much I am hated for playing that bad.
then look at what I posted in your OP on friday , two days before the first post in this thread.
You're a frickin poopyhead and suck bigtime.

Ok now we got the unpleasentness outta the way . You've been blessed in that you managed to escape the jail sentence and your punishment in a way is as much boredom and isolation rather than locked doors slamming shut.
You have an opportunity now to do what many of us would love to do and sit back , step out of the outside world and focus 100% on improving as a poker player. Take this opportunity , relish it , work hard at it , devote yourself to it. By doing so and really focussing and applying yourself you have the opportunity to turn your whole life around.
Learn how to be sensible, and diligent , to exercise self control and how to discipline yourself to making correct decisions. Realise how the adrenaline rush of living on the edge destroys everything that you are trying to achieve not only in your poker but in your real life as well.When you can accomplish this , you need have no fear of winding up back in jail.

So first step to changing the rest of your life , get back in the micro cash games and start taking the slow and steady road to success by grinding your ass using proper Bankroll Management . post your target bankroll before you are going to move up and your stop loss at which you move back down and stick to it. Even if it feels hard and boring , stick to it ......this is where you will learn the self discipline and self control that will change the rest of your life.
The post of yours I quoted flies totally in the face of the advice I gave you . did you even check back in your OP to check for any comments. Have you looked up lucky slevin? You have to exercise the self control , if not you'll end up with a busted bankroll and when your home confinement ends (assuming you even keep that going ) you end up doing something that winds up with you in jail. Don't say you want to do something , find the determination to actually do something about it.