I think I know about how you feel. A week ago I was looking forward to my new life as a professional poker player. This week I was considering withdrawling my remaining bankroll.

I think you might be in the same state of "perma-tilt" as I am in. (I belive rilla was the one that made that up" When you are running good bad beats dont bother you, you are happy that you got in with the best whether you win or not. When I'm losing I get mad at bad beats and happy when I suck out regardless of how I played.

I think you should play some MTT's. You have enough experience to have a shot in them, and a big finish could rejuvinate your poker game. Perhaps try a some sattellites also, just so you are playing for bigger stakes.