Just my two cents but....

I'd play it, if I were in your shoes. I would look at it as though it's like finding 215 bucks on the ground, and going out that night and blowing it. Might be a bad comparison or example but that's how I would see it.

I would rather play, and get destroyed, and at the same time experience it, and try to learn something and benefit from it.

And you never know what could happen do you? No one does. You could run really good that day for all you know. I would much rather try and fail, and learn from it, then to wonder what might have happened. One good day and you might have a much bigger BR. If you bust out and don't even make it ITM, is it really that big of a loss?

Guess I see this a lot differently than anyone else hehe.