Thanks for the feedback. How long of a break does it take to slough off a defeatest attitude? Also are their poker coaches one can work with to find and plug the last of the leaks.?

The number is correct so I'm waitng for variance give me the mother of all runs. These variances didn't bother me as much in blackjack because I had a good run right after I learned to count cards so I had positive feedback right away, whereas everything went down the tubes after I read Sklansky, Harrington, etc. Partly because I would go on tilt when people didn't play by the book and busted me in the process. I guess its handling that factor, which doesn't exist in BJ as the dealer is a robot and the other players are irrelivant.

At least BJ card counting gives me a head for calculating odds.