equity win tie pots won pots tied
Hand 0: 82.398% 82.16% 00.24% 1406850 4048.50 { AcAd }
Hand 1: 17.602% 17.37% 00.24% 297357 4048.50 { 3s2s }

So on average 18/100 times you are really pissed off and you forget the other 82 times you won. And some months you get pissed off 30/100 times and some months its only 10/100 times. That's variance.

Any questions?