DeanCarl I feel your pain. We've all been following your bad run here lately. Im in the middle of one myself, but it's only about 3 weeks long now playing B&M 2-3 nights a week. So, im not down too bad. Good luck to you. I hope you pull out of it soon.
As far as the thread starter goes, read around the boards for a while and you will see that tales like yours are not uncommon. Find the sticky about the different phases a player goes through and read it well.